I made it!
It has been a year since the lowest I have ever been. With that- it has been a year that I have not let fear take me down! God has helped me through so much this past year, and I know He will continue to help me.
I want to note that my sister has also been a great help to me through this time. I know that she has put up with much, and I thank her for not walking away, or telling me I am crazy. She stood by, gave what advice she could, but mostly encouraged me to keep going!
I will never forget what this past year has taught me. One thing I will say He taught me is… I had to be broken so that I could learn, and really listen. I have been humbled and have learned much.
As I said in a past post “I will celebrate a year of not letting my darkest fears, my inner hate, my anger, and my nerves get the best of me. Even if I have to fight everyday to keep fear and despair far from me… I WILL!” I WILL!
These are some verses that have helped me through:
Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.”
Psalm 28:7, “The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.”
Isaiah 41:10, “Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”